5.21.2011

5.02.2011


Striding up the deck, barefoot child on my hip, I spy the surprise horizon. Feeling it’s a gift just for me, I sigh at the utter magnificence. The great Beacon spotlights nature’s bridal train, waters cascading like hot lava… thick and full and lavish with radiance of diamonds disappearing…reappearing. At first sight, the ocean lulls me in with it’s song of velvet birds and savage stallions. The song that ties the world together with invisible string.

I dip my toe into this current that seems to enliven every cell of my body with it’s crisp chill. Who can look upon this wonder without the temptation to test it’s life? Yes, it’s real. It’s alive. Sinking down, the sand envelopes me like a toasty blanket as if to say, “Sit back. Stay awhile.”

Awhile… I could quite possibly spend my life in this place, drawing from it deep truth… a head rested on God’s chest. The notebook of perspective. My life unfolded and refolded with smoother curves.

I breathe in that misty sting of salt in hope that this memory will permeate me... come with me when I am beckoned to go. I glance over at pairs of tiny feet invigorated by crashing and sifting waves. Their tiny bodies will bottle this remedy for later use. Shells in their pockets hold the clang of wonder and echos of freedom. I can still feel the smooth skin of sanded shells between my once tiny fingers like the memory of an old friend long missed.

4.22.2011

Three times

God of three

God whose hands hold my soul, flesh falling aside

God who sees my essence

Who am I that you would leave a place filled with the candle glow of comfort and crisp white sheets

That you would fit your ocean into a body so small, so fragile

That you would wrap yourself helpless to become Help

A diamond in the dingy pocket of a thief

The lost remedy to our greatest disease

God of three

God who washes filth from our foot soles with his very own hands

God whose blood runs deep rivers through grey forgotten houses

God of three

Three denials

Three redemptions

To find one lost sheep

1.09.2011

Speak


So, it’s been awhile. Not that life has lacked inspiration, simply time and maybe words. Tonight I saw a movie that would not allow me to put this off another minute. Appropriately, the movie is called Speak. I must give my husband credit for picking it out at the library. It’s a Sundance film from 2004. Though it doesn't present the story from a Christian view, this movie gives such insight to the language of art and it's role in the healing process. The story is based around the thoughts of a teenage girl who is raped at a party. After the traumatic experience, she is unable to tell anyone what happened. The film takes you with her as she battles the inability to let anyone in, faces the reality of what happened and finds a deep-seated strength to begin to heal. Drawing becomes her language when she has no words. The story is filled with beautiful analogies of a broken spirit and new life and anyone who knows me knows my obsession with analogies! There are simply no good words (haha) to describe the impact of this movie-you simply must see it! You know it’s a good movie when you have to pee REALLY bad at the end because you didn’t want to pause it for even a minute! Check it out and post your thoughts here!

11.16.2010

Article


Check out this wonderful article by Richmond artist (and inspiring friend) , Mark Sprinkle, on the work of Christian artist Holly Smith. What beautiful pieces!
Haircap Gregarious by Holly Smith 2009
Monoprints on various fabrics, collaged and fused, machine and hand embroidery, approximately 42” x 38”.

10.20.2010

Art Watch

So, I made it to RIHOP last night... without my guitar. It was a refreshing and freeing experience. I had been thinking all weekend about these words from an Enter the Worship Circle song...

Oh, mercy fall on me like a warm blanket...on my cold cold heart
Clean me with Your blood that turns me white on the inside
I'm on my knees again 'cause I'm breaking Your heart


Put in me...what I cannot buy with
Put in me, oh God...come restore my broken soul
Put in me...what I cannot give myself
Put in me...a clean heart


(Put in Me by 100 Portraits & Waterdeep)


It's an amazing song so check it out at the link above if you haven't heard it.


As I sat at the watch listening to phrases the team sang out, it seemed to fit together with those words. The singers chanted, "I cling to you" and "I am found in you" over and over. I began to see this image of a broken woman. The Bible story of the woman caught in adultry about to be stoned comes to mind. She was sitting coiled up with her arms wrapped around her. She has given up. She's like a crumpled up piece of paper tossed aside. The blue and green colors surrounding the woman in the drawing are the cold harsh elements. The mercy of God is that warm glimmer that redeems her. In the drawing, this is the golden, orange and crimson colors coming in from the top and reflecting off of her face and arms. The sky above her is open and rain is pouring down on her.
A creative spirit cannot be learned, it must be known.

10.17.2010

Haha! Welcome Paul!! You're doing an awesome job! After all, God used your team's and your worship to lead me to that revelation. I think that as friends and artists, regardless of how much time everyone spends hanging out together, God is often working behind the scenes. I was asked recently how Hisart, as a ministry, ensures that we represent quality art. How do we judge or weed-out the stuff that doesn't "fit". I don't think I had ever really thought in depth about that question. After pondering it for awhile, my response was that we don't claim that responsibility for ourselves. I don't think we have the burden or the authority to say what is great art. That's God job. I would propose that our roles as artist advocates, worship leaders, friends, etc. is simply to model our best adoration of God using our skills and be willing to guide those who have a desire for something we have discovered. Though that's all we have to do, it's also quite a challenge.

By the way, if anyone's up for doing art at Paul's watch this Tuesday, 10.19.10, at RIHOP, 8-10pm, please come join us! I promise not to chicken out this time!